So today was pretty exciting, with many things going on. First I went to church for a special combined Christmas service and did body worship which is always fun and uplifting. But before all that we had a gift exchange and breakfast on the fourth floor of church and that was pretty fun I got a magnetix game. Then I went to celebrate some birthdays at the children's birthday party. Afterwards I went home and rested a little before meeting up with Marissa for the Lee Hom Concert.
The Concert was pretty fun and he is soooooo incredibly talented.
So that was pretty much a summary of what happened and then during my late late dinner with Marissa we had a talk about how I was feeling because to be honest I guess I was feeling a bit down with everything that's been happening lately. Everyone is falling in love and I'm not being pressured to have a boyfriend but I guess I really want one because there is someone, its just I can't at the same time because at the moment it's all very one sided since I don't know what he feels. I don't know sometimes I feel really stupid for keep going back and forth. I know I'm not 13 anymore and I should really be more mature about situations like this but I'm not and all I can do is just pray about it and pray that I will allow God to lead me wherever he places me so that I wouldn't have to worry so much.