So today, I was just looking back at my previous posts over the years and I've realized that I've changed a lot...not only emotionally but also spiritually I've changed a lot. Growing up can be so scary sometimes yet I love it. Being able to make decisions on my own, knowing the consequences and the good that could come out from it.
Anyways today is Diane's All-City Orchestra concert and originally I wasn't planning to go because I would rather stay home and rest while I can, but I'll go to support her. As far as homework goes, I've finished math, some of APES, and that's it. I've touched upon U.S. History and English but that's about it. I started looking at colleges again today and after thinking about it for a long time I wasn't so quite sure of what I want to do anymore...
I remember for the longest time, I've always had a plan for my future, for college and etc. Now I'm contemplated the fact that I need to rely on God for everything even the future and not just for things that are bothering me now.
Though somewhat disappointed because it's always been part of my dreams, I know, I trust in God to provide me with things that are beyond what I am imagining for myself at the moment.
hmm so yeah that's it and ohh I don't have pictures of the heart I made because I left it at school but once I get it back I'll post it up here.