Tear Drops: almost 10

What's there to know about me?

I love to read and write my inner thoughts

but most of the time they are kept secret

Looking for my fairy tale

but given up on many chances

Major nerd attending Lowell High

I like crazy baking sessions on weekends

I love my supportive friends who are

always watching over me and keeping me safe

God's on my side and no one can take that away

There have been many ups and downs

but there's hope

Tears are a must

and I've had my heart broken too many times

too focus on school and sometimes

too serious

but I know how to have fun

Ask me to sing you a song

or to dance

or walk up to the bus stop with me

Get to know me and you'll see

I'm learning how to trust, believe, be dedicated, and faithful

all at the same time

Roses are pretty and pictures are worth more than words

I miss those who have gone away from my life

especially those who I love

sometimes I think that life can't get any worse

But I realize that there are people

living in other countries that don't even

have half of the things that I do

and it makes me think, I really am blessed

Without God I really don't know what I'd do

I can't imagine my life without Him

I maybe leave Him behind sometimes

and ignore Him and reject Him

But He will never leave me

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken,

I’m accepted, You were condemned.

I am alive and well, Your sprit is within me,

Because You died and rose again.

Amazing love,

How can it be?

That You, my King would die for me?

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Ahh It's almost 10 PM, yes I said PM and tomorrow is school...hmm well today I went the first Sunday of the new year and the first real "class" I've been to since I don't even remember when. So one thing that I haven't actually thought about is New Years resolutions. But before I go into that I guess I should really reflect on the things that I have to be thankful for in the past year. I'm definitely thankful for God always watching over me and my family although there have been many many times where we have turned away from Him, He has watched over me when my grandma passed away and He has watched over me when temptation was creeping up on me. He's just so awesome and so powerful and sometimes we just really need to Stop and Think about what we do and think about how God needs to be incorporated into all our actions. Then the second thing that I'm most thankful for are my friends, especially my church friends because although I only get to see them once a week and I rarely get to talk to them during the week because I stress over homework and school, they've been pretty supportive and caring about me. I guess over these six years I still feel sometimes insecure about sharing with them things that have been going on in my life, but they have never been the ones to judge me but they only give me the support that I really need at the moment, even at times when all I want to do is be alone, they let me be alone, no questions asked, and I can see why our friendship has been the best, and I hope that it would grow more this year with Christ in our hearts and a love for one another. It's just going to be a good year I hope.

One thing I shared today when we were asked what we look forward to in the new year, I said the times after finals, spring break, and well summer and yeah I would really love for it to be those times, but they're not going to come for a while and it's understandable, I just have to continue to work hard at what I do, and not let stress or temptations get in the way, especially if God is really in my heart and I love Him so much. I really do, I just wish there was some way that I could show it better. TO people that I care about.

Alrighty time for bed. Good Night : )

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