Tear Drops: 08 Board

What's there to know about me?

I love to read and write my inner thoughts

but most of the time they are kept secret

Looking for my fairy tale

but given up on many chances

Major nerd attending Lowell High

I like crazy baking sessions on weekends

I love my supportive friends who are

always watching over me and keeping me safe

God's on my side and no one can take that away

There have been many ups and downs

but there's hope

Tears are a must

and I've had my heart broken too many times

too focus on school and sometimes

too serious

but I know how to have fun

Ask me to sing you a song

or to dance

or walk up to the bus stop with me

Get to know me and you'll see

I'm learning how to trust, believe, be dedicated, and faithful

all at the same time

Roses are pretty and pictures are worth more than words

I miss those who have gone away from my life

especially those who I love

sometimes I think that life can't get any worse

But I realize that there are people

living in other countries that don't even

have half of the things that I do

and it makes me think, I really am blessed

Without God I really don't know what I'd do

I can't imagine my life without Him

I maybe leave Him behind sometimes

and ignore Him and reject Him

But He will never leave me

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken,

I’m accepted, You were condemned.

I am alive and well, Your sprit is within me,

Because You died and rose again.

Amazing love,

How can it be?

That You, my King would die for me?

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Some interesting things have happened this week so far and it's feels like school isn't so safe anymore... During the past three I witnessed three events which have put a scared on students around Lowell. But I don't know...feels scary to be in school even though it's suppose to be safe. Anyways I've been looking into colleges lately and yeah well feels like I'm getting older and I'm "growing up" or am I? Seems like there are times when homework and studying seem like a chore rather than something that I'd just automatically do. There are days where I would sit down and work on homework and study for hours with no trouble and then there are days where I just want to sit and do nothing.
Anyways back to the colleges, I really don't know where I want to go, but most of the colleges/universities that I've looked into are in the east which = very EXPENSIVE. With the way my grades are going I'm not sure I'd be able to go where I want to but I also know that wherever I go, it was God's choice to put me there.
Lets see what I'm doing: I'm drinking juice after dinner, listening to music, and checking if I have any more homework that needs to be completed.

SO yeah a few posts ago I mentioned TOGA TOGA!!! which is a junior class sponsored dance and well I'm very excited to go but I'm going in debt with the amount of money that I'm spending this year. It's outrageous. Luckily I have fee waivers for the SATs already but that doesn't APs or junior prom or any other fundraising event that the junior class holds. Kind of frustrating because I feel so bad having to ask my parents for money each and every time but if I don't, then it's like I'm not supporting my class...is that right? I don't know...I really like being on the board, it feels really cool to be apart of a council of leaders I guess you can call it and be able to represent the entire class, it's also nice to talk to everyone about things objectively to everyone in order to get an opinion/decision made about something. I have to admit, the board does gossip a lot and it's really hard to ignore it, but it is inevitable. Anyways I have already thought up a campaign that I'm totally excited about and I can't wait to actually make the posters and everything : ) it'll be fun and better than doing homework. Hopefully the designs will turn out the way I want them to be but if not, then it wasn't meant to be.

so yeah another long post but there will be many many more to come. I want to start of this year with good positive feelings and open up even though sometimes it may be hard to open up, I can at least write it down some where.

Bye Bye for now

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