Wendy at 7:52 PM :: link |
Saturday, July 29, 2006
If You're Not The One
Daniel Bedingfield
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
Wendy at 12:49 PM :: link |
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
I've never hated myself so much before....there's so much that I don't know lingering on about this one thing...I don't know what to say anymore and I just don't want it.....I don't want it anymore
Wendy at 7:21 PM :: link |
Monday, July 24, 2006
I just heard a very interesting conversation between and my sister and my dad. It wasn't interesting because it was new but it totally contradicted everything that I had learned since childhood. I was always taught to focus a lot on school/academics because I was so blessed to have the oppurtunity to have such a good education but as I'm getting older all I'm hearing is how my father thinks that we don't appreciate the family things that we all do which is totally not true but if I'm spending all my time focused on school/academics it doesn't leave much for family although I do try the best I can to spend time with my family. But yeah just though that I'd share with you guys since I'm sharing this coming sunday with my fellowship group. Lets see my schedule
Monday- Friday : Daycamp 8:30-4:00 ish
Saturday : Volunteer work 1st Market 5:00pm-10:00pm
Sunday : volunteer work 6:30 am - 9:00 am
Church
Wendy at 7:26 PM :: link |
Friday, July 21, 2006
Young Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah
Noah: Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.
All from
The Notebook
Wendy at 8:01 PM :: link |
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Broken WorldAcross the Sky
Promises shattered
Answers don't come
Friends say goodbye
Plans come undone
Dreams get crushed
Lies get told
Words can turn cruel
Hearts can grow cold
CHORUS
In a broken world where we cry to feel
Some hope that helps these hearts to heal
You're my strength, You're my refuge
In a broken world, Jesus I'm holding to You
You make sense of the madness
And You make darkness flee
You bring such a calm
To the chaos in me
Show me life
Tell me truth
Day after day I keep running to You
CHORUS
Long ago, we fell so far
Yet You came to where we are
CHORUS
Wendy at 8:06 PM :: link |
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Do i have anything to write about......other than daycamp not that I have anything to say about it today, it was just like any normal fun day at daycamp with lots and lots of energetic little k-2 kids. Gosh they have so much energy. Hmm I think this is going to be a short post because I have some planning to do for the next weeks and I got to print out some stuff. I hope that everyone is having a good summer!!! :)
Wendy at 6:22 PM :: link |
Saturday, July 08, 2006
So lets see a week has passed by and I feel like time is slipping away so quickly. First week of daycamp was great, I love all my kids and it's just really fun to be in this kind of volunteer work again. My leaders are wonderful and I love working with them so yeah nothing bad yet and hopefully nothing bad will happen. Hmm I would however would like to finish all my homework for the summer so I won't have to do it before school starts. It's just a lot of reading that I have to do. It's all good though since I like reading.
I'm waiting for the next thing that God has planned for me...
Whatever it may be I should be happy with whatever He gives me
and right now I'm just very blessed with what He has done in my life.
Matthew 17:1-13
That is this week's bible verse. Or should I say this past week's bible verse. I guess that's another thing we could be talking about. I know my kids can help each other but how to incorporate God into things that they do everyday is the issue we have to tackle. How do we make Jesus understandable for them. Some of them know Jesus Christ as the Son of God but there are some that have no clue what Stephanie says in VBS. But that's okay I'm sure we can all find a way to teach these kids something that they'll remember about Jesus whether it's through songs or VBS or just anything that we do through daycamp. I guess that's what I really pray about now. okay good night everyone I'm pretty much tired now. Bye Bye
Wendy at 10:32 PM :: link |
Friday, July 07, 2006
Good morning everyone,
Well today for a field trip we're going to the Brown Bear Factory in The Cannery. I hope the kids will like it because the majority of them are boys for some odd reason. Yep we have a lot of boys this year and only one girl not including Jessica. Oh well I still hope that they'll enjoy it lots.
So lets see my weekend is pretty much booked. I have to sell drinks tomorrow at school around noon and then sunday I have church and then I'll head to school for a meeting. I've been listening to Andrea Bocelli too much I think. I've even started looking up his other songs which are really good like Time to say Goodbye is really good and you'll probably recognize it from a commercial.
Hmm lets see I'm also reading Once Were Warriors by Alan Duff for school and it's a very difficult book to read but I'm getting through it, it's pretty interesting. For the First Time by Kenny Loggins is also really good but it's a love song.
I think that all I have to say this morning because I can't think of anything else to say. SO yeah oh I also hope Italy wins the world cup yeah. okay good bye
Wendy at 7:31 AM :: link |
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Dear you,
not the reader well yes a reader but a specific reader in this case. This letter goes out to a person some person and if this person ever reads this just know it for them. Anyways It's been almost a year since we've talked at all...and I've only heard about how you're doing. Seems to me like you're living a fine life but what I still don't understand is why you keep me out of it. From that one time I saw you to the day of your birthday, the thought still lingers in my mind and I can't help but realize that it's impossible to forget. From the times I view your xanga page or hear about you from your friends that don't know that I know you, it just seems weird not being apart of a life this life one life that was lived a while ago. But nonetheless I cannot do anything about it but just pray and hope that in every second you are okay unhurt and safe in every way. Your future plans sound sully to mean for all that you've worked for but it's not what i want to do but only what you want to do. I cannot wish you anything else but luck and hope you will one day have the ability to see me again. See me as a new person and not as someone you knew from the past and had memories with but as a new person with new memories and a new beginning one that will be postive and good. Well I guess that's all I have to say about this. and for all you other readers you can decifer if this is real or not.
-Wendy
Wendy at 7:28 AM :: link |
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
hmm well first of all Happy 4th of July!!! Anyone going to watch the fireworks tonight? I hope I'll get to go. I don't remember if it was last year or the year before but it was raining and it wasn't so fun....so yeah I hope this year it'll be nice to go out and watch them.
Daycamp started yesterday and well lets just say that we have a bunch of fun grapes. hehe I love young little kids. So we have six kids and out of those six five of them are boys. Weird huh and I think Wednesday we are getting a few more boys too. What's happening to the girls? Oh well it's just kind of hard for me to plan boy crafts?? I don't know I'm a girl and usually the things I do may be a bit too girly...I have to admit. Luckily I have other leaders like Jennifer Long, Nathan, Joshua, and Nelson to help me out here. They are a bunch of great leaders and I'm pretty happy to be in the same group with them although I was a little surprised that Nathan was put into k-2. I've been just reminiscing lately and for my birthday a few of my friends got me this great Andrea Bocelli CD Amore which I love and there's this one song in there that has captured my attention. Yes it is an Italian song so see if you can translate that. and when you do, I think you'll understand why it's stuck on my mind.
MI MANCHI
Andrea Bocelli
Mi Manchi
Mi manchi
Quando il sole da la mano all’orizzonte
Quando il buio spegne il chiasso
della gente
La stanchezza addosso che non
va più via
Come l’ombra di qualcosa
ancora mia.
Mi manchi
Nei tuoi sguardi
E in quell sorriso un pò incosciente
Nelle scuse di quei tuoi probabilmente
Sei quell nodo in gola
che non scende giù
E tu e tu
Mi manchi mi manchi
Posso far finta di star bene ma mi manchi
Ora capisco che vuol dire
Averti accanto prima di dormire
Mentre cammino a piedi nudi
dentro l’anima
Mi manchi e potrei
Cercarmi un’altra donna
ma m’ingannerci
Sei il mio rimorso senza fine
Il freddo delle mie mattine
Quando mi guardo intorno
E sento che mi manchi
Ora che io posso darti un pò di più
E tu e tu
Mi manchi e potrei
Cercarmi un’altra donna
ma m’ingannerci
Sei il mio rimorso senza fine
Il freddo delle mie mattine
Quando mi guardo intorno
E sento che mi manchi
Wendy at 5:04 PM :: link |