"How are you?" - a question that people ask me all the time..but honestly I really don't know... With all the things that happened I don't know what to feel...maybe perhaps lonely, confused, unwanted, tired, and sad I don't really know. These past two weeks of school have just been so tiring. I would wake up at 5 for school and leave the house at 6:00 then get to the pool by 7:05 and then go to school till 2:20 where I then head towards the school library to do homework and plan for the next day until around 5:00 where I begin walking up to the bus stop. Then I don't get home until around 6:00 depending on the buses. When I get home I grab a snack, do some pleasure reading, then take a shower, eat dinner, then watch at least one hour of tv to take my mind off some things before I fall asleep by 9:00....what a crazy schedule. I don't have any time for anything else...I try to fill up my schedule do that I don't come home wishes I could be doing something other than daydreaming about the bad things in my life.