I guess I'm in my stressful mood again...lots to do but so little time...it's not just school but other things too. I'm feeling really tired a lot which isn't good because then I'm not in the mood to study or to do homework but when I'm not I listen to music while I do homework even though it slows me down. So this past Sunday we learned how to incorporate the four parts of man/woman into our lives.
They are:
Man the worker
Man the thinker
Man the player
Religious man
I just love it when I think back on the things I learn on sundays, they really relieve me and just always remind me that it's not all about school or dance and I wouldn't have any of this if it weren't for God. I know that I'm not suppose to take things for granted but I still do sometimes...not being content with the things I have so then I ask for more, even of myself I ask more. Viewing my grades for this first trimester I wasn't really happy because I knew that I could do better... but I didn't and it was my fault. I didn't push myself hard enough and I could've done better especially if I want to take certain classes next semester and for next year. My friends are always worried about tests and the next exam but I'm always calm because I know that I've done everything I can do prepare for the test. Lowell is very competitive but do you ever wonder what it does to friendships? Like getting good grades? Some people often ask me why do I like school so much. I like it because it gives me something to do and it challenges me. I give myself goals to reach and I really want to succeed in the things that I do whether it be writing up an essay or choreographing with others on a dance in dance class.
I haven't written a long entry in a long time, but whenever I do, it feel great to write again even though it's just for one day. Sometimes it's hard to find things to write about because there are things that you don't want to share to the entire world and being as busy as I am nowadays it's also sometimes difficult to find the right people to talk to about these things. I'm really glad that I do have friends that are always there for me when I need them even though we may talk for hours and stay up even when I'm not suppose to and when I'm tired.