Wendy at 4:14 PM :: link |
Friday, August 26, 2005
Holy is the Lord
We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing
Everyone sing
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory
We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing
Everyone sing
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory
It's rising up all around
It's the anthem of the Lord's renown
It's rising up all aroud
It's the anthem of the Lord;s renown
And together we sing
Everyone sing
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with his glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with his glory
the earth is filled with his glory
Holy Holy is the Lord Almighty
Holy Holy
Holy Holy is the Lord Almighty
Holy Holy
Holy Holy is the Lord Almighty
Holy Holy
Holy Holy is the Lord Almighty
Holy Holy
Wendy at 3:23 PM :: link |
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
You find yourself singing in the shower when you're happy
and dancing with daisies in the garden.
You find yourself smiling all the time
even when there's nothing funny around you.
You find the sun behind the dark clouds
You wake up to meet the person you want to be with.
You think about happy things all the time
and you can't wait for things to happen
You get nervous before an event
but during the event you are glad it happened.
You find yourself laughing all the time
and too blind to see the sad things in the world.
You see that time goes by when you're having fun.
Wendy at 10:20 AM :: link |
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Is it wrong of me to make this choice? I really don't know...but " You can’t help who you love...You're not suppose to...." from Saved The Last Dance-Great movie by the way. But that's not the point. The point is how do you love when there's this grudge in the way or this thing that keeps dragging you down.....
I'm really sorry but I really do like this person.
Wendy at 9:54 PM :: link |
Saturday, August 20, 2005
How Great is Our God?
The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God
Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end
The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb
Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God
Wendy at 6:42 PM :: link |
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Retreat was beautiful for me, and it just makes things so much better to know that God is always there and He LOVES you. I was promised by someone that they would always be there for me and when I had try to call that person recently they weren't there : ( and before I had cried and just thought of how much that person had let me down, I went towards God because he was the closest. The prayer chapel was just several feet away whereas this person was miles away. Although tears came and things were sadden, God was there to say it okay and He warps His arms around me. That was all it took. This has been the best retreat in that I was able to express how much I love God myself without having to think so much because I already knew. I already knew how much I needed Him, I just needed to put my feelings and beliefs into action.
Nothing belongs to us and everything we have even down the smallest thing is God's. I think every time I'm reminded that God loves me, it's really relieving and everything that is a burden is just wiped away. I mean compared to my love or anyone else's love, God's loveis so great. It's so much bigger and stronger and He is just so loving and good. Everything at this retreat has inspired me to start something, to try to tell others about God or just to help others... I hope God will give me the time and the strength and the resources to do so..
Wendy at 7:35 PM :: link |
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Why are you trying to be someone you're not?
Why do you say one thing then turn your back on your own word?
Why can't you be yourself?
Why do you have to listen to others?
Why can't you trust your heart?
Why are you a follower?
Why do you seek the attention so much?
WHY am I invisible to you?
Why am I not a friend of yours but you're a friend to me?
Why are there so many hidden secretes?
Why is it that when you need help you'll come to me?
Why is that the only time you'll talk to me?
Why am I only there when there's a need?
Why do I keep all the answers inside?
Why do I never share this with anyone?
Why am I always left OUT?
Myabe it's just because .......................I don't know......
The thing that kept me going is now not even here and the people I call friends or well some of them...aren't even my friends...
so then why do I still perservere and keep this inside?
Why???
Wendy at 5:01 PM :: link |
Friday, August 12, 2005
Endless Road
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time
Why am i still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time i ask if this would be the last
Why am i still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the
weather but it just draws me deeper
How do i get out of this I think
i never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding pathdown my face
Till i begin to taste the
Bitterness inside
Wendy at 10:06 PM :: link |
Sunday, August 07, 2005
So today is Sunday and today at combined fellowship, we've just shared a lot about how we are doing in our walk with God and I had forgotten how good it feels to do that. To just realize what I need to work on and tell others so that I may have someone to help me improve and just to grow spiritually I guess.
So it was on Fruit of the Spirit. The scripture reading is from Galations 5:19-26
and we had to rate ourselves on where we are with each of the fruits.
Love - I gave myself a 9 because love is so important to me and it's just the center of my life whether it's love for my friends, family, or just myself. But at the same time I don't think I've ever loved as much as Jesus has because the things He has done for us are just so amazing that I don't think I would be able to do it although Jesus was human and so am I.
Joy - I gave myself a 7 on this because it happened to be really difficult for me to be happy during sad times, I tend to focus on this one bad thing instead of looking around where there are probably several good things going on.
Peace - I said 8 because sometimes I do feel I may not have 100% of my trust in My God because I'm so worried about other things in life.
Patience - I gave myself a 8 because I seem to have realized I have more patience with my friends then my family because for some reason I expect my family to know certain things.so yeah I guess I need to work on that with everybody.
Kindness - I gave myself a 9 because I do want other people to treat me the wya I treat them and just to look at the good of others first before they look at the bad things.
Goodness - I said 9 or 8.5 because I do find myself sidetracked sometimes off the road and take a wrong turn because of temptations but I do really want to be like Jesus.
Faithfulness - I said 8 because depending on what I have to stand up to, I may or may not be able to do it. Sometimes I am scared and I do not look up to God and believe that this is where He wants me to be and I walk away. I need to Fully Rely on Him
Humility - This was something we talked about in Daycamp on the first week and I gave myself a 7.5 but I can't explain this one.
Self-Control - I gave myself a 8, because not everything I do or what I plan to do is me, sometimes I do things that not myself...and it's wrong because it should just reflect me and who I am. Sometimes I choose to remain silent though. I guess I just need to learn when is the right time to speak up and when I shouldn't
Today was a good day and I had fun...although I still can't play tennis or dance.
Wendy at 6:10 PM :: link |
Monday, August 01, 2005
There's now a tenth planet?
Click here to read more about it. I saw it Good Morning America today and it was kind of interesting... Anyways what do you think about man made islands....well there's this one place that has taken that to the extreme.
look at this It's weird...like is it better to live on man made islands...it would be awkward to me at least...
It's the last week of daycamp.... : (
hmm lets see what else is new....oh I pulled a muscle while stretching for dance yesterday and well it's not good.
Wendy at 5:28 PM :: link |