Tear Drops: Morning 2/18

What's there to know about me?

I love to read and write my inner thoughts

but most of the time they are kept secret

Looking for my fairy tale

but given up on many chances

Major nerd attending Lowell High

I like crazy baking sessions on weekends

I love my supportive friends who are

always watching over me and keeping me safe

God's on my side and no one can take that away

There have been many ups and downs

but there's hope

Tears are a must

and I've had my heart broken too many times

too focus on school and sometimes

too serious

but I know how to have fun

Ask me to sing you a song

or to dance

or walk up to the bus stop with me

Get to know me and you'll see

I'm learning how to trust, believe, be dedicated, and faithful

all at the same time

Roses are pretty and pictures are worth more than words

I miss those who have gone away from my life

especially those who I love

sometimes I think that life can't get any worse

But I realize that there are people

living in other countries that don't even

have half of the things that I do

and it makes me think, I really am blessed

Without God I really don't know what I'd do

I can't imagine my life without Him

I maybe leave Him behind sometimes

and ignore Him and reject Him

But He will never leave me

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken,

I’m accepted, You were condemned.

I am alive and well, Your sprit is within me,

Because You died and rose again.

Amazing love,

How can it be?

That You, my King would die for me?

Friday, February 18, 2005

Well I haven't blogged in here for a long time. Sorry if you have to read the same entries over and over again. But anyways hmm It's really early in the morning and well today I have a special schedule so i start school at 9:20 but I have a bio test today and for this chapter I don't think i really learned anything. Been listening to a lot of music and it's really comforting I guess to take my mind off some other things. I always feel like doing stuff just to take my mind off of stuff...like baking or i don't know practicing a dance even though i know how silly it may be. But the one thing that I don't do now is write. My writing has gone so bad....It's just not the same anymore and I don't really know why it isn't but it's not a good thing. Anyways school ends at a later time for me today and well I have orchestra rehersals today right after i get home. Hope I won't have any homework. For Maranatha and everyone who's going on the snow trip I hope that you'll all keep safe and warm and have lots of fun! maybe I can go next year....
There's this one poem i've been wanted to write but I haven't got to get all my ideas out and everytime i get a new sentence I seem to forget it once I say it and I don't write it down. SO then it goes to waste but oh well. It takes time. I can't believe it's been raining so much lately ...I mean I like the rain, it kind of washes away everything but it's not good for me especially if you have to take public transportation and everybody is wet and it starts to smell. But oh well...the rain is fun. I wanted to put a new song here but I'm just trying to find a way. I haven't gotten my report card and I really really want it . I don't really need to know my grades but it would nice if I did. Oh i didn't mention that in my dance class, we are doing a dance from Grease, the movie, with John Travolta and it's the dance with the song Grease Lightin. There's a car and the dance is all guys but it's just so silly and you can be fun with it. The performance is in May i believe in so I'm really looking forward to that, but we have a lot time before we get there. Hmm i should get ready for school. So bye bye

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