AM I?
I see people holding each other
hold hands and cherishing the moment
the moment that I believe I'll never see
But am I jeolous?
Of course not
Why would I care?
But then again I see them close together
together like pedals on a rose
a red rose that stands for love
Am I looking for that?
no! Why would I want to?
I see it again everywhere
people together
and I act like i don't care
but you see why would I spend time
telling you if i didn't care
and I didn't want to be loved....
then I ask myself...
AM I in love and just avoiding it?
because the other person just isn't feeling it
Should I even worry about it?
Am I in a gigantic hole that I shouldn't be in?
But I guess it's all okay
because even though I know I am
I always know that there's a way out