Gone
Written by Wendy Lee

Isn’t it crazy that life is so fast
I doubt that I saw what came by
I knew you were gone and never coming back
All I can do is sit and cry

I couldn’t see what would happen to me
I didn’t understand the pain inside
How I wish that I could told you at first
Then I wouldn’t need to say:

I wish that I held you for the longest time
I wish that I can sleep on your shoulder
I wish that I never let you go
I wish I could laid in the grass
and watched the clouds while I’m holding your hand.

We drew a heart in the sand
We painted a thousand words
But still I don’t think you understand
How much I need you right now

Because in a few days I’m gone.
In a moment I’m flying away
And I hope you’ll remember me always

It's about time I wrote and entry in here. It's been really busy lately and I've been really sick which isn't a good combination but anyways finals are coming up and then I have a dance performance this Friday so I'm excited about that. So much to do and so little time I have not yet read one book this week which is in my case really bad because I had a goal where I would read a book every week at least but I have not even touched one. I just hope that things could clear up and that I wouldn't be so busy after finals week. Speaking of finals and school, I don't find Lowell to be that hard, very surprising huh. But I really don't I mean it's challenging up to a certain point where it makes me want to learn about the stuff but not so easy that it bores me. So yeah by the way I just want to keep praying for all the tsunami victims and all the people that there helping them. We are blessed that in such times of disasters people are willing to put off their differences and join together and help.( what I'm talking about is the different countries and nations that are all raising money to help the people in Southeast Asia) Oh did I mention that I have a really fun final project which is in Modern World I can't believe how creative I can be sometimes when I'm under pressure but anyways we just have to present a chapter to the class and create like a summary of the most important five things that we learned about that chapter and my classmates and I are coming up with a very funny skit so I hope that that all goes well. I guess that's it I should get to my studying and finish my homework before I lose interest in it.
Bye Bye

I'm just not feel well at all today I had to go to South San Francisco with my mom and her friends for some reason and then somehow we got unto the topic sports and then biking and for some reason they were talking about me and well I can't exactly ride a bike yet so then my mom's friend said oh you should come over to my place and learn today but it was raining outside and it hailed at one point so I wasn't too happy about it, to tell you the truth I really didn't want to learn at least not today I mean it was cold, I got dirty, and I wasn't enjoying it. I don't feel like doing anything....I can't talk and when I do it sounds funny or weird. I just want to get better because finals week is coming and I can't concentrate if I'm this sick. that's all.
Bye Bye

I've been feeling really sick lately, can't really concentrate on anything at the moment, but I have to study for a test tomorrow. Luckily I don't have much homework so I don't really have to worry about my other classes. Had a huge headache yesterday and I honestly do have to get more sleep I mean my parents keep my awake until 10:30 p.m. then I wake up at 5:00 a.m. So it's not very good for me. I almost feel asleep in Biology class today....not a good sign at all. But then again I was suppose to listen this story and it was kind of dull, it talked about how an curious elephant kept getting spanked by everybody around him and at first he didn't have a long nose but he visted the crocodile and he grabbed the elephants nose so then it stretched longer and longer and then the elephant could see the positive things that he could do with his long nose. Yes very weird, but I had to listen to it, we're on the topic: Evolution in biology so just trying to stay on track on know what is real and what isn't. That is all, I want to rest but I can't.
Bye Bye

It's hard to sometimes imagine having something and then loosing it the next moment but it has happened and I do regret making certain decisions. I fell in love with him 3 years ago and I still love him but then why can't I tell him? Why can't I just be friends with him just as easily as he can forget all about the past? Maybe there is no answer but then again maybe I am just naive. Love is everlasting.