You Are
Written by Wendy Lee

You are beautiful
You are lovely
Everything that I wanted to be
You know my dreams
and write my hopes
You are the shining star
in me

You made me feel like I'm Yours
loved and cared forever
You write the word and leave it down
then I come and pick it around
I accept that You are here
You everywhere and You're near

You are everything I see
You make me who You want me to be
You pass it right
then let it fall
I make my way through life
with Your help, of course.

You've changed my path
and I can do the math
I will live on
forever
because of you.....

You made me feel like I'm yours
loved and cared forever
You write the word and leave it down
then I come and pick it around
I accept that You are here
You everywhere and You're near

It's just some song that I made up and it's not really a good one so don't ask me to sing it. I was just saying some random stuff to myself, yes I was talking to myself, but anyways it just came up and I like it so I hope you do too.
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Well today I went out to help decorate for Harvest Festival and then afterwards went to costco, didn't buy much though. There hasn't been anything new, except that I am pretty glad that it's the weekend and I have finished all my homework with the exception of understanding some things for Modern World class. I'm excited about tomorrow, I just love seeing little kids and when they are happy, it just makes my day all better. I had a lot of chocolate on Friday which isn't a good thing at all, but I haven't had anything too sweet afterwards so it's okay. I've been seeing a lot of little flies and it's not like they'll bite me or anything, but they are very annoying. I just hope that they'll all go away and it's not like they've always been here but after the rain there's just been a lot of them. And I'm tired so
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This is something that I found in my friend's profile and it's actually a bit cute, but could be cuter.
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I'm not feeling too good today. Had a test in Modern World and I'm so scared that I did bad on it. I mean I studied but the notes that we had didn't exactly cover everything that was on the test, but luckily I did know some background information on some. Ugh, I just hope that I don't score lower than a C, if I get a c that's just terrible for me. I don't know how I'll survive that class. I really don't want to fail that class and it's not even hard, I just have to study more. I'm thinking that all this is a trial so I'm not unhappy about it but I do wish that I could've done something else that could've better prepared me for today. Well that's all I have to say.
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School has been going well, nothing new yet but we are designing out own labs in Biology class which is pretty cool. My group and I are going to test out whether or not different color cellophane has an effect on yeast when there are UV rays, so it'll be fun. Also I know that I have pretty decent grades for these first trimester which I'm happy about because everybody says that Lowell is just all hard and everything. It's not hard but then it's not easy. It's just right for me and I'm having fun, especially dance class, right now we're doing dance routines in groups and we're going to put it all together into one routine which is really cool right now. Not much homework just the adverage of two assignments per night including weekends. I have nothing to read oh my gosh I'm stuck in school during my free mods and I'm really bored. Reason I can't do my homework is because it involves my book and it's at home. I haven't read for two weeks nothing new inspiring me and my mind. Oh well I'm sure I'll fine something sooner or later....maybe I'll go to the library this saturday. That's it.
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I passed 15,000 WORDS -That is a major step !!

Well....school has been okay. I forgot my extra credit assignment for class today and we were discussing the debate last night so the assignment was to take notes and I forgot them.......terrible mistake because when my teacher called on me I didn't know what to say...I remember some details about it but then they were all mentioned so I didn't know what to say I was so embarassed but then something good did happen. My world lit 2 teacher really loves my creation story that I wrote hehe it was kind of embarassing also because she was trying to be discreet about it but then the whole class seem to know by the end. Oh well I'm proud of what I wrote but I don't think that I should've had any attention for it because although it was good, I didn't feel like it was my best work. Oh well I guess I could do better even if my teacher likes where I am at the moment. You will never guess what happened yesterday as I was riding the bus to school it was so weird...I'm a bit worried about who I meet now. So there's this guy, he's a freshman and he goes to Lowell right and I met him like last week. So anyways we were waiting for the M down in the Forest Hill Station and he was doing his homework and all of a sudden he's like screw this and tried to kiss me oh my gosh I can't believe that it happened at all and it was suppose to be this joke but it wasn't funny at all. It was gross and luckily I moved away. I don't really talk to him anymore and try to stay away from him but I don't want it to seem like I hate him because I don't it's just that it really wasn't funny and I don't really want to talk to him now. So yeah I'm a bit worried now because I ride on the bus with him everyday...it's a bit annoying but hopefully it'll just pass on. I just pray that nothing like that will ever ever happen again.
So yeah that's it for today.
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So it's a new week and I have Biology, World Lit 2, and Modern World homework which isn't bad compared to what my friends have but my homework requires critical thinking and reading things over several times. I'm going to take the PSAT on saturday so I hope that I'm ready for that. Friday night is my first night for orchestra rehersals of the new year. I don't exactly know how I've been feeling lately. Today I was day-dreaming so much during lunch...it was just weird. Anyways things are normal but then I'm not exactly happy either. Oh well, it's times like these where I can focus a lot on what I haven't been focused on. So yeah well I'm going to finish my homework now.
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I had a pretty good weekend, got lost in Golden Gate Park with my family hehe it was kind of funny but then I discovered that they havea rose garden there, I never knew that so it was really cool, I didn't really get to see it though because we wanted to feed the ducks at Stow Lake and my mom was worried that we would get there late so she didn't let me stay. Oh well, I had fun walking for an hour and half. I would like to go again on saturday by myself though, I think I might've had a bit more personal time and yeah. Just had to study for biology this weekend and it wasn't that bad I really think that I'll do well in this class. It's not hard yet nor is it getting hard but then I am worried for some of my classes because even if it's not hard what I'm doing like in terms of my work isn't exactly what the teacher wants even if it is right. That's the only thing that I can think of right that I need to work on so I hope that I can do it right. Anyways that's about it and by the way we didn't get egged at friday's rally hehe. My friend was like we're going to get killed and we were kind of scared when the seniors came but it wasn't that bad.
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