Tear Drops: Tired

What's there to know about me?

I love to read and write my inner thoughts

but most of the time they are kept secret

Looking for my fairy tale

but given up on many chances

Major nerd attending Lowell High

I like crazy baking sessions on weekends

I love my supportive friends who are

always watching over me and keeping me safe

God's on my side and no one can take that away

There have been many ups and downs

but there's hope

Tears are a must

and I've had my heart broken too many times

too focus on school and sometimes

too serious

but I know how to have fun

Ask me to sing you a song

or to dance

or walk up to the bus stop with me

Get to know me and you'll see

I'm learning how to trust, believe, be dedicated, and faithful

all at the same time

Roses are pretty and pictures are worth more than words

I miss those who have gone away from my life

especially those who I love

sometimes I think that life can't get any worse

But I realize that there are people

living in other countries that don't even

have half of the things that I do

and it makes me think, I really am blessed

Without God I really don't know what I'd do

I can't imagine my life without Him

I maybe leave Him behind sometimes

and ignore Him and reject Him

But He will never leave me

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken,

I’m accepted, You were condemned.

I am alive and well, Your sprit is within me,

Because You died and rose again.

Amazing love,

How can it be?

That You, my King would die for me?

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

I am so tired...no it's a complaint just an expression of my feelings at the moment even if it's not the only one it's the dominate one. So yeah school was okay today as usual, nothing new but I got some pretty neat tips from my tutor, Leah, so it's great that I got one even though I didn't ask for one. I don't have much homework today but I am just really tired and I don't feel like doing much although I do anyways just because I want to get it done. Friday is the rally and I really don't want to go because my freshman class really doesn't have spirit and neither do I because I'm just so wore out at the moment I don't attend spirit committee because since I get out at 2:20 my mom doesn't want me to stay. I don't know I've been feeling pretty sad and depressed lately and it's not because of school or anything but there's just been stuff. Although school isn't the case I've been feeling really bad vibes, like in p.e., there are just people that go against my for some reason and then people who are my friends. How do I differ which is which when at times they are supposely acting as my friends then the next, they talk behind my back. I can see why though, I mean everyone just says that Lowell is super hard and I'm taking it easy. I'm not having problems and I really like school but there are always people that won't like you. I'm just trying to be me, be who I am and there will just be people that'll hate you for it. I don't get why. Why isn't it enforced that you should appreciate those who are unique. I don't like the word different to describe people because everyone is different but up to certain points. People are at different levels and some are just more unique than others but it doesn't make them weird. Wow I wrote a lot about this issue but yeah I've just been stressing over it a bit because I know what they're talking about and I hear it, I don't get why, they just don't tell me. I'm praying, praying real hard every morning when I walk to school whether there is a sky full or clouds or a sky full of lively colors. It's not a big thing because I've dealt with it before, through my entire life but in high school? I just thought that it'll be better. But it's life I guess, I wasn't expecting anything like this to happen. Oh well hopefully I'll feel better by tomorrow. I need rest and coffee, yes I know coffee isn't good for me so maybe tea. That's it
Bye Bye

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