Today was just like any other day, nothing new, I'm really getting into my dance class, I can actually dance now, it's so neat so I'm really proud of myself. Anyways hmm tomorrow is the rally and I guess I'm a bit nervous I mean I'm not doing anything but then I really don't want to get egged and I don't want to sit there for two hours not doing much. Anyways it's all good at least I have shorter periods tomorrows. I also have a prsentation tomorrow for world lit 2 and a organization party for modern world. Then we are going to finish a movie in biology and then that's all I know. I'm not that tired today but I was really cold, the bus came so late today I wait for 31 minutes, but luckily I got there on time, I just had to take a different bus. So yah, I'm reading a book called Flipped right now and it's a really good book, a lot of inspiration that I can use for my own book. I can't stop reading it but I don't have the time to read it so yeah I just want to find out what happens. So that's it!
Bye Bye

I am so tired...no it's a complaint just an expression of my feelings at the moment even if it's not the only one it's the dominate one. So yeah school was okay today as usual, nothing new but I got some pretty neat tips from my tutor, Leah, so it's great that I got one even though I didn't ask for one. I don't have much homework today but I am just really tired and I don't feel like doing much although I do anyways just because I want to get it done. Friday is the rally and I really don't want to go because my freshman class really doesn't have spirit and neither do I because I'm just so wore out at the moment I don't attend spirit committee because since I get out at 2:20 my mom doesn't want me to stay. I don't know I've been feeling pretty sad and depressed lately and it's not because of school or anything but there's just been stuff. Although school isn't the case I've been feeling really bad vibes, like in p.e., there are just people that go against my for some reason and then people who are my friends. How do I differ which is which when at times they are supposely acting as my friends then the next, they talk behind my back. I can see why though, I mean everyone just says that Lowell is super hard and I'm taking it easy. I'm not having problems and I really like school but there are always people that won't like you. I'm just trying to be me, be who I am and there will just be people that'll hate you for it. I don't get why. Why isn't it enforced that you should appreciate those who are unique. I don't like the word different to describe people because everyone is different but up to certain points. People are at different levels and some are just more unique than others but it doesn't make them weird. Wow I wrote a lot about this issue but yeah I've just been stressing over it a bit because I know what they're talking about and I hear it, I don't get why, they just don't tell me. I'm praying, praying real hard every morning when I walk to school whether there is a sky full or clouds or a sky full of lively colors. It's not a big thing because I've dealt with it before, through my entire life but in high school? I just thought that it'll be better. But it's life I guess, I wasn't expecting anything like this to happen. Oh well hopefully I'll feel better by tomorrow. I need rest and coffee, yes I know coffee isn't good for me so maybe tea. That's it
Bye Bye

I know that You can see me in the corner of your eye
Yet You turn away pretending not to know me.
I know that You use to laugh when I walked along your side
And I was so sure that You were my guide in life.
I prayed my first prayer in Your house
Then waited until my tears poured out.
I didn't know that You were always there
Looking over me and realized that You were rare
You gave me a peek of a wonder inside
Then you took it away.
But now I can see why.
I know that You are the one and only wonder in my life.
Just don't ever forget me.

Ecclesiastic 3:1-8

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

My friend told me about this verse today when she stumbled upon my jounrnal and read the first page which has 1 Corinthians 13: 4-13. She mentioned this verse after she read it and said that it was her favorite, so when I came home I decided to check it out and it's a pretty good verse. It defines a person's plan in this life but doesn't tell them when things will happen or if it'll ever happen but it just says that it will or might happen at the right time.
So now I really like this verse and I'm really glad that my friend told me about it because I would've never known if she hadn't said anything or I would've waited longer to discover it.

It's Friday yay!! Anyways today was a pretty nice day I think shorter classes and I began school later because of a teacher's faculty meeting. I only have one homework assignment to finish and that's only because I had to work on another project at Lunch so I didn't get to do it and I had to bring my book home but oh well at least my mom gave me a ride so I'm pretty thankful for that. I get home around 4ish even though I get out of school around 2:20 but that's only because we have to go pick up Diane too so it takes a while. Nothing new has happened but I really like my classes. In biology today we played jeopardy so it was pretty cool but then on Monday we have a test so yeah....I'm a bit scared because it's a lot different than a whole bunch of other tests that I've taken in the past. Hopefully I won't fail so yeah that's about all.
Bye Bye

Love exceeds over the pain and all the pictures it completes
Love promises all happiness as a treat and deletes all sorrow
Love never runs away because something doesn't go it's way
Love sits with you until you say that everything is okay
Love knows why things happen and the reasons that we're together
Love understands our personalities and creates a whole new life
Love brings outstanding success and fame to ourselves
Love lets us fly away without telling anyone how
Love is the main point in my story
Love can tear you down the when the opposite doesn't care
Love hurts so much that he is the one that you'll ever care about
Love puts a new meaning to your life
Love carries on memories that cannot be forgotten
Love brings gifts that are unbearable to bring out
Love forms tears in your very own two eyes that he called beautiful
Love sets away a few hours to be alone
Love spells out this entire poem
Love will be the greatest thing in all of my life



Don't get any ideas people I was just at Golden Gate Park today at the Botanical Gardens and yes some memories did run through my mind but I think that it's all in God's hands and I can't do anything about it but I really do have one wish. something that I could say before everything goes blank. Oh well don't worry I'm not sad or anything just thought it might be fun to right a new poem on here since I haven't written one in a long so yeah I hope you enjoy it.
Bye Bye

Well right now it's 5:30 in the morning and I just woke up...don't ask why I have the computer on but I just happen to have it on so anyways I have 5 minutes to type. Today I get to skip Algebra because of biology yay.....but then I have to make up my work as homework which isn't bad but I can't finish it all in school which means that I'll have to bring my book home....boo....so yeah. Dance is going great, I love it but I am shy about actually doing some of the movements they are teaching but hopefully I'll get comfortable soon. Hmm That is about it for now.
Bye BYe

So Today was a pretty good day except I got home around 6:00....not very good but I didn't have much homework left so it wasn't that bad. I attended Agape Christian Fellowship today and it wasn't that bad but I do feel pretty lonely there although there are several other freshmans. So today nothing much new or anything new happened but I might add one more class to my 6 classes because I just want another one hehe it's peer resources so it's like you learn how to be an advocate and the teacher there described the class pretty well and it sounds fun so I might try it out. The only class that I find boring right now is P.E. since I just sit and listen the entire time and world lit 2, I'm just not interested in that class right now and I'm suppose to be but all we talk about at the moment in greek mythology and unfortunately I think it's the way that the teacher teaches the material that makes it so boring at the moment so I really do hope that something exciting will happen in class.