Well it's my second day of high school and I Love It!!!!!! hehe everything is just great except my p.e. class and my dance class right now....dance wasn't really what I wanted but then I couldn't get latin because I had p.e. in that period so arg... anyways I'm glad that I at least got my classes straight. I need 30 for p.e. then 15 for dance class and all together I think at least 60 for class supplies but then maybe less I don't know. Hmm I haven't gotten much homework yet so it's been pretty easy for this first week but I can just feel all the work already pouring on top of me so I can just wait for that. I'm not having any trouble at all making friends so it's been pretty good. Tomorrow is when I start everything normally which means I start at 7:35 then I get off at 2:00 something so I'm really happy about that but then also I have to go to resource well maybe I'll do that during my breaks. so yeah that's it.
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Well today I babysat my sister for the first half of the day then my mom came home from work.....by the way she's quitting by the end of this month......so yeah. Anyways after my mommy came back from work we took Diane on the bus route to her school so she'll know how to get there on Monday and as for me I could either take 44 to Forest Hill Station or 24 to a Muni Metro Station on Mission and I haven't found out which one is faster or safer yet so I'll just go with the 44 to Forest Hill. Hmm after we visited Diane's school we went to Mervyn's and I got a couple of stuff but I had to pay my mom back $20.....oh wells time to be independant now. I'm really ready for school so I can't wait for it to start. I have a meeting for Cross Country the first day after school....things go pretty fast here. Oh well I'm looking pretty forward to it. I have finished all my books and they were pretty okay though one was a bit too confusing. Tomorrow I'm going to Miranda's Bridal Shower and then one more day of Sunday School in Eugene's Class and Genesis Fellowship and summer before school starts. WEEE i'm so excited yet a bit scared too. so yeah that was my beautiful day why not tell me about yours? leave it in the comments hehe. okay
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so yeasterday I went to the Lowell Orientation and the school is not as bad as I thought it would be. my thoughts have changed ever since yesterday so that's a good thing and now I really think I'm blessed to be able to go there. It really isn't all about academics but it does count somewhere in there. I want to know more about JSA, Agape Christian Fellowship, their cross county team, Girls Drill Team, and well that's about it for now. My reg. is 0805 and I have to stay with those people for four years man that is going to be hard but at least going to reg each day is only 15 min. I believe but oh well. I start school same as everyone else but on Monday and tuesday I start 8:30 but then by wednesday I start 7:30 which isn't bad but I still have to take the bus there. I like their new building it's really nice but I haven't been inside it yet but I will by monday since my reg/homeroom is in there. The schedule at lowell is really confusing right now but hopefully I'll get use to it. hmm I guess that's all it for now tomorrow is Diane's orientation and it's at night.....I kind of don't want to go.....no use for me to go.so yeah that's it
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So I went to Great America on Friday and the on Saturday did a little shopping but not much. Today I went to church and went to cheesecake factory to have brunch and it was good. I'm going to miss Genesis and Sunday School Class with Eugene and yeah just all that stuff. Hmm....It's like I want to leave in a way but then I also don't want to leave. Anyways I'm so excited for high school, I just can't stop thinking about how fun it's going to be. Although there is a feeling of fear I think that I'll do well in high school I mean things will be different and all but I believe that if I put my all out there then it'll be just like middle school hehe maybe no 4.0's though which I'll be fine with just as long I put out all my hard work and got a grade that I deserve. So now only 1 more week and I have the Lowell Orientation thing on Tuesday and luckily there is someone to drive me so I don't have to take the bus there early in the morning. So yeah I guess that's it for today.
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This is something my friend said:

"I learned something new on august 21, 2004@12:06am
I learned wut love is =)"

This is what I can say:

I remember what love is....... =(

Oh my goodness, Retreat was so great and this was my first time going. I love everything that I did there but I really had time to think for myself and figured out a lot of stuff that I had not realize these past couple of months so it was also every emotional time for me. This has got to be the closest thing to experiencing and feeling God ever since I've heard about Him. It's so different than just being in church and listening to the word in service. It was so different in the way that it really touched me personally and I'm very grateful that I went this year.

All I Have Is
Written by Wendy Lee

All I have are my books and my writing
All I own is my desk, my bed, my stuff animals
All I can hold is my word, my jewelry, my stars
All I see is a reflection, work, and pain
All I lift up is prayer and people to You
All I want to say is Thank You
For everything
Even though I’m not completely satisfied
With everything I have.
Because all that I have is You.

©2004 Wendy Lee

Somewhere Out There

Somewhere out there
Beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me
And loving me tonight
Somewhere out there
Someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
And we'll meet somewhere out there
And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think
We might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
(instrumental)
And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think
We might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

hmm stuff has been okay lately not much going on but my kids today were a bit too out of hand. I really want to write my story but I can't I just can't and I don't know why. I don't know what should I do tomorrow.....maybe I'll go out by myself and just walk again but I don't know where this time....want to go somewhere far like up a mountain or something I don't know anyways I'll see if I can even get out tomorrow. so yeah...
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So it's the fourth week of daycamp nothing new but we got four new kids and they are doing pretty well..one of my kids today got into a big fit and I was so afraid he would hit me or something since I was sitting with him until Jerry came. But I really do thank God that nothing bad happened and he kept all the kids safe while he was having his fit. hmm I don't know if I'm looking forward to tomorrow because if it's crowded there then it's going to be really hard for us leaders to communicate with our kids but I hope that all goes well. Hmm I guess that's it.