Well I went to see The Notebook yesterday and it was a great movie, I loved it although there were different things in it that were not in the book. Anyways I still loved it I feel like I want to watch it again. But today was good. So anyways I don't know what to say but there's not much to say.

Time passes us like a wall full of butterflies
each one different yet we don't notice
all the difference they hold
All we care about is the beauty that they show
Too bad they flew away
to a better land
somewhere that they appreciate
not where I nor the person next to me
but where they feel comfortable and
their differences matter so much
that when it's June and time
to go back
They know who's who
and will indeed stay true to what's inside
though you maybe say what's a butterfly
with feelings but yes they do have inside.

Well it's Thursday, time flies by kind of fast now. I still haven't got my computer back yet so I'm on my dad's computer..it's not really good but at least I have something to use. I'm babysitting again well lets just say that I'll be babysitting before and after daycamp starts. It's been okay I guess nothing new going on but I have plenty of books to keep me busy but I'm almost done with them...I'm sick so I don't feel well and on top I have to watch my sisters which in the end is like a tornado....well that's it I don't really know what else to write but I think I have a really good idea for my book since I haven't been writing so far but I think it will go with what I have in mind so I hope that I'll get to write when I get my computer back.
Bye bye

Well I won't have my computer for a while after today because my dad thinks that it needs to be "fixed" which it doesn't I believe that everything is fine but oh well I don't have a say in what he want to do. Anyways I'm going to get my other book for Lowell tomorrow, it's called I Never Promised You A Rose Garden and no I'm not picking the book for it's title although it's a good title. I found out a bit about each book and decided that I'm going to read that one and The Kitchen God's Wife by Amy Tan since I already have it and it's good to catch new things when you read books more than once. I'm trying to find something new to write about, I mean yes there's always working on my so called "book" but I don't have inspiration right now. Nothing new is coming my way so I'll just wait a little while till something new happens. I made a whole bunch of stars....I don't really know why I guess I was bored yet I could've done other stuff but I choose to make stars....hmm another thing on my desk now. I cleaned it up after school was out and it looks so much cleaner and nice so yeah. hmmmmm book that I am reading now is called The Heart is a Lonely Hunter whici is on Oprah's Book Club List thing so it's okay. I've only read the first couple pages so far because at the same time I'm also reading a book called Bittersweet. It's about a girl who's motherless and her father and grandmother raised her up. Well mostly her grandmother and her grandmother was her favorite person always telling her good things and giving her special advice when she would need it the most. Well one day the girl found her grandmother on the floor so she was sick. Then she had to live in a senior home where people take care of her. It's her summer before becoming a senior in the fall and she feels like there's no one that can help her but her father becomes more open and the guy who likes her since the beginning the high school is really openning up to her and she goes to a dance with him. She loves art but when the incident with her grandma came up she dropped everything as if she blind. And that's all I got so far there are no details that I added in here because then it would take up this entire page. I recommend this book though it's pretty good although I have read better.

You are the Lord of Lords
You are the King or Kings
You are mighty God
Lord of everything
You’re Emmanuel
You’re the great I Am
You’re the Prince of Peace
Who is the Lamb
You’re the living God
You’re my Saving Grace
You will reign Forever
You are ancient of days
You are Alpha Omega
Beginning and End
You’re my Savior, Messiah
Redeemer and Friend

You’re my Prince of Peace,
And I will live my life for you

My summer had been going okay I guess, not much to do but stay home and babysit. It's not fun I mean they don't listen to me and they feel like they can do whatever they want which they can't. It's really hot today and I'm stuck at home doing nothing. I would read but the heat is getting to me I feel sick but I'm not really sick so yeah. hmm...I need to start reading my two books for Lowell though I don't want to put it off till the last two weeks. Ahhh I'm really bored and I really need to go out before I become crazy. Okay....well bye there's nothing else for me to say at this moment.

Wow today was such a cool day although I celebrated my birthday during the daycamp meeting hope I didn't distract anyone but it wasn't that big of a deal anyway turning the big 1-4. It was pretty fun got cake hehe so yeah and gifts from friends thank you so much. Umm got the first week scheduled I think well at least most of it anyway, now we just actually have to decide what to do for certain things. So I really thank God for all he is doing it's just wonderful to see how much I have grown over these years and it's really great I'm just really glad that I get to be a daycamp leader and give back to my church what they have done for me. So yeah that's it and by the way I got pictures of my graduation but I haven't scanned them in so you have to wait a bit more sorry.
Bye Bye

SO school has officially ended for me and I guess I can start planning for tutorial for Amy since she needs help on her math before she goes on to the third grade. I'm lucky that it's only 3 weeks and then daycamp starts. I got some really nice gifts for graduation so thanks a lot to those people who did. I really like all of them, it's like they all have in common something that I like which tells me that they know me well enough some people really don't but that's okay there's still time. I have taffy hehe!!!- i'm getting high off of candy that's not really good but I only had three pieces at different times. Oh well i'll stop now. I went out with my mom to work today and took my grandma to the dentist. Then that was it nothing exciting today but I wish I could've went back to school and say good-bye to all my teachers and everyone. I'm going to miss them so much. So yeah still no picures yet have to finish the roll of film but soon.

Today was the perfect day I am so happy yet so sad. I think I aced my speech today I was not nervous at all so it was a good thing because I've had so much experience with public speaking during my past years. Oh my gosh I am so happy that it's like I'm hyper almost hehe. Anyways I have pictures but I don't have them yet so when I do I'll put them up. I'm going to miss all you GUYS.

Class of '04 CONGRATS to all of you people!!!
I'M GOING TO MISS YOU ALL
BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET ANY OF YOU

There are no words to explain today. You had to be there in order to understand everything. But I am so happy for everyone who came to see me. Thanks for coming and for those who didn't I'm sorry.

Last day of school....I feel so sad yet so happy at the same time. There are no words that can describe what we're all going through it's just such a beautiful thing. I'll tell you all about Monday if I can it's just going to great and the best thing is that I'm afraid to speak in front of people anymore. It's a really nice feeling now and I'm just really happy for everybody.