Got back from Youth Retreat at Mary's house this weekend...it was so much fun and I've learned a lot in the past two days....The one thing that I keep thinking about though is that I need to keep trusting that God will do things for me when I've prayed about it because sometimes I don't see the answer and assume that God is ignoring me but I know that he has something else in mind for me. One thing that I'm certain for about daycamp is that it's going to be frustrating and hard and there are going to be things that I don't know about but at the same time it's going to be exciting and fun and just very fun. I hope that I can find the time to be more trusting of the Lord I don't know why but trust has been on my mind lately and the verse that I'd chosen for sharing and thinking, was on forgiveness. It's weird how stuff like that happens....like God made it so that I would pick that one or something. Anyways it was a good experience and hopefully daycamp would be easier somehow since this training. umm...one last week of school...I'm going to miss everyone it's so sad......I hope the people that I've invited could come. that's it for now i guess I'm going to Great America on Wednesday and then next week it's graduation I'm excited yet scared at the same time....especially for my speech......so yeah that's it....
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WOOOOOO it's me again hehe in my cap and gown pictures. It's not how I really look but I twitched the picture I bit to my likings. hmm....I only have a few but if you want one then ask me but I doubt that I'll have enough for everyone including my school friends and teachers. But you can enjoy them while it's here.

This is my souvenir from the Chabot Space Center...brought me back 9$ but I think it was worth it now all I have to do is find a frame for it..... it's a lot bigger than what you see now but it's the only one that I can find. It's really 26.75" by 38.5" or 68 by 98 cm.
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I am so tired I feel like I need a vacation or something at this point.....I have just finish my service learning project for my language arts class and we got a B yeah I know being president of the whole thing I'm just angry at myself. But anyways I don't want to talk about it. I have no homework and I'm going on a field trip Thursday to the Chabot Space Center so I'm really excited about that since I get to relax this time, but then after that is Mr. Taylor Day-a day to honor my principal who has done a lot for our school district and yeah all that stuff. Well that all I have to say for now I guess......nothing else to write about except that I have my interview for daycamp this saturday, I feel bad for Jerry that he has to take his time off again to do this because I really did think that the interview last Saturday was only for those people who had already turned in their forms.....I hope I still get to do it. Also I hope that my mom will let me go to the retreat at Mary's house itll be great if I could go.....hmm....no more nothing else
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I feel so stressed out........

Today we had an assembly during 6th and 7th period and I really didn't want to be there....there was just so much things that I could've done. We had J Adore and some other music group come and did like a little concert with our whole school but like I said, I would've done work. This week went kind of slow but I know that next week will be so fast that I'll miss it. I'm going to the Chabot Space Center on the 27th so I can't wait and then after that it's graduation stuff and then out of nowhere is coming graduation day. I can't wait just want to get out. I'll miss everyone though even though there were certain people that really bothered me. I'm proud of my class and everything that they've done. I just hope that my speech is good enough, I mean it's okay I think but it's not like the best speech that there ever is. Very self-explanatory and simple. that's it....
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I got a new template finally.....I like this one better because number 1 it's pink and white and second there's stars on it....hehe : ) I feel better now but i'm still very stressed out over certain things happening in school....I have this project due for this one class and nothing is done I'm just really mad........i mean i'm trying my hardest and I know that God is helping me every step of the way but somehow no one is really contributing anything but not everyone there are a few who are carrying the weight of like 7 people because they won't do anything.....but oh wells....
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It's so unfair the ways things work.......I don't think I'm going to be able to do orchestra again because I don't have the money do go.......: ( it's not fair......but I guess maybe it's not part of God's plan for me and I believe that it's suppose to be like this. Hopefully he'll give me other opportunities but this was it, I was really happy with my teachers and it wasn't like learning in class it was slow and they made it look like it was really easy and then I got it. This is a down when life started to go up for me......but it's not a good time to go down. AHHHHHH it's not fair.......my dad spends so much money on stuff that we don't even need and it's not fair to me that I can't do this.........I don't get it........I can do without a computer.......ahh I really want those lessons for this next year......I guess I'm just really mad...I don't really want to reflect it but I should. Anyways my friend just imed me about sponsorship.....or something like that where I write to certain organizations or banks or something and ask them to sponsor me but the problem with that is that I have to prove that I deserve it and that means that they'll come to see me in my performances but I get really nervous when I know like really know who's in the audience.....which then I'll mess up......This is one hope....I could always try and then the other thing to do is pray......in hope and believe......that's what I was learning in Sunday school these past Sundays......everything comes in handy these days......I guess I'm better now...but I'm still not feeling good about it.........

Today I got stuck in some terrible traffic but it was okay,I miss the service......Yesterday was great. I was so proud of myself and I know I should be because I've worked so hard to get to where I was. Anyways auditions to be in next years orchestra are on June 18th and I hope that I can go..........Because I really want to be apart of it but then I don't know if I can afford to go again this year. Hmm.....I don't have any pictures yet but I will once I get them. I don't know how to explain it but while I was playing one of the songs I felt so good and like God was right there telling to me to keep playing although I had messed up on one of the songs previously played. I felt good though to know that He was with me and it just made me play so much better....also i didn't look at the audience....I mean you know you're always curious to know who's here but I felt that if I didn't know who was there watching me then I wouldn't have to really be nervous about anything. well that's it today I just went to church and then went home and now I'm typing. so okay yeah that's it.
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I made it to the Valedictorian speech list. I am so happy because there was only one other person audition for the spot and I got it.....yay anyways now I just have to practice more and more to make it perfect but besides that I'm pretty proud of myself. Hmm...today was my last rehearsal with my orchestra and I'm going to miss them.....but hopefully I'll be able to join again next fall. Tomorrow's the concert and I am ready...or at least I think I am. I can't stay at home though until the time I should be at the building. It's like 8 hours or 7....Today's field trip was okay I saw a lot of really cool futuristic stuff. Like the Asimo robot but I didn't got to see that.....oh well I thought it was pretty cool though. I got hurt on the way back to school the muni bus was cramped with 4 classes oh I was dying. Anyways my leg really hurts when I walk and I don't really know why.....I didn't really get squashed or pushed or anything but it was pulling my shoulder out. oh well I guess that's it.
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Hmm.....only a couple more days until my concert I'm so worried yet I know that I've worked really hard to get here. I'm so glad that this Friday will be a field tip day because I am so tired but I love it when I work keep me so motivated. I also got my yearbook a couple of days ago. I am so proud of my work on it and it's really exciting to see my thing to be on the first page and then some other pages that I've done to be a success. I have no idea what to talk about but I've been reading a lot which is good although I forget to finish homework when I do. They're good book though and it's fun or at least to me. I haven't been working on my so called "book" lately because there just isn't enough time for everything these days. I lost my watch I don't even know how I lost it I guess it fell out of my pocket but then I wasn't jumping or anything. okay that's it for now. I have graduation speech auditions on Wednesday hope I do well.
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Today I went on an Ropes Coarse again but it was fun and I got farther this time than last time so I was pretty proud. So anyways it was the entire day which was pretty fun taking a day off from school and doing this. I only have algebra homework so yay.....I guess....I want finish a certain book and I have not gotten a chance to. I'm disappointed because I really want to finish it. Oh well my concert is next week...I'm pretty excited about it. Did a lot of hard work this last quarter to play all my notes right and everything. On 12th it's auditions for speeches and all that for graduation I hope that I get to say my speech I think it's pretty special but very self-explanatory. So anyways I have an algebra test this Friday and on the 27th I'm going to the space chabot center yay i'm so excited about that. Also I took my math placement test yesterday at Lowell and it wasn't that hard saw some people from King so I was relieved. I mean people that are in the 9th grade that use to be in King so yeah just to clear that up. I have been saying yeah too much. Well that's it.
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