I didn't like today especially 7th period because it was somber. I was first to present my project in class and I choose to do so but when I got up there it just felt like everything fell apart. I don't know how but even I feel apart. I started crying and yes it wasn't a pretty site but I was unhappy about my project but in the end everything turned out alright. I'm not completely mad about it but I understand that I shouldn't doubt myself. I have the ability to do anything that I want but it's not just my want to do it, it also has to deal with who and what's involved inorder to make it happen. Hmm.....I have a lot of homework today but I'm almost finished just half way through my Social Studies homework. Did I tell you about choosing classes for Lowell, I don't think I did but anyways sometime last week there was a lady that came to my school and she talked about some of the things we'll experience at Lowell and some of the things there. We had to fill out cards and pick our classes-I thought it was a bit early but they didn't- I found out pretty surprising things about the school and it sound fun so I don't know maybe it'll be good for me. Umm lets see there were three classes I was required to take one of them was English or something and Modern History I think. Then there was the Math class which I have to go in and take a Placement Test in May and then I choose P.E. and then I had two more classes I could pick. There were a lot of chooses and I do wish that one of them would've been journalism because I really wanted to take that class but no my parents were not going to let me so yeah maybe next semester hopefully. Anyways I choose a language and no not Chinese sorry. I choose Latin and French. Then I choose Science-Biology. Then it would be my Arts which was orchestra and something else that I forgot and that was it. I don't know how much I'll miss middle school but it already seems like I'm parting from it. I'm always more focused on my work rather than school actually. I mean I love school honestly but there's always something about it that makes it exciting to me and always boring to many others. In Lowell I just hope to find people with the same interests like me. That's it I'm so tired I really should get some good sleep before I start falling asleep which I had done a few times already. Bye Bye
By the way I wrote a new poem yesterday as I was talking to a friend I forgot to post it but I wanted to show off the one my friend wrote to me hehe. So anyways yeah here it is.

Memory
Written by Wendy Lee

The mountains never so white
The rose never so bright
The air over the candlelight
Is in the heart of the ocean
The moon shining over the bay
The wind slowly becomes decayed
The stars start to appear
As I begin to let the fear
Wander all over the grass of the ground
Then you fly over the pink and blue
Thinking that I’ll always be with you
But the truth is that this life
Was not meant for me
But for another that will solely be yours
WE can stand on four feet
And not ever see
We’ll be as blind as ever
There wouldn’t even be the slightest bit of cleverness
I can say that the branches and the trees
Will keep on growing
But the mountains will always be white
The rose will always be bright
The air over the candlelight
The moon shining over the bay
The wind slowly begin to decay
And the stars will start to appear