This week has been frustrating....I just want to take a vacation right now... I still have to go to Orchestra Rehearsals later but anyways I'm submitting in my essay tomorrow so hopefully it'll be something good this time although I have confidence in myself. I only have to study this week so I'm pretty lucky but my weekends are going to be dull. I'm looking for a dress for graduation also but I just got measured for my cap and gown today. I've found something that I like and it's expensive and really pretty but there's also another one that doesn't have my size but anyways I just can't seem to bring myself to buy it. It's like one of those things that you buy and you say that you'll use it but it's so precious to you that you won't and it sits there in your house until you really don't want it anymore. So yeah I don't want it to be like one of those things but the dress is pretty nice. it's like this-but I want mine in black:
Now that I think about it more I might not even buy a new dress my graduation but instead just wear something that I already have although I've worn those clothes several times already. I just don't know what to do. Hopefully my mom would pay for a dress if I find one and she likes it but most likely I will have to pay for it on my own which is bad. It kind if means that I'll have to use the money that I have which is only like a hundred something and spread it over the course of all the events this year. That does include birthday presents, Christmas, my end-of-the-year trip ( which I don't think I'm going to go), and then clothes for the new school year and supplies. That's just sad. I'm trying to save up for college so that I won't have to get a loan or anything but it seems impossible. I just hope that I'll make it there.....
The Road Not Taken
By Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
