So it's sunday and When I got home I just wanted to read. After I read for a while I got a really sick feeling in myself so I went to sleep for about half an hour, which isn't a lot but it took the feeling away. I've been trying to find something new to do for my campain because it's really boring. Even my speech is dull. my classmate says it's one of those speeches where it makes people fall sleep. I'm not so sure about that but it's really plain although I only have one minute. I'm just going to leave my speech the way it is because I'm doing a lot of interacting with people anyways so they know who I am. Well there's nothing new but I am really looking into the idea of going to a private/boarding school. I'm looking for school tomorrom but did I mention that there was an bomb threat to our school on Friday. I can't believe that it's happening to us so much. It's not that our school is bad but it's what's inside that is bad. The students are the heart of the school and that's what people see. Well I'm going to write more later. Below is my speech. Maybe you can tell me how it is.
~Bye Bye~

Good morning Students and Staff of MLK,
How are you? For all of those who don't know me, my name is Wendy Lee. I am here today, to tell you why you should vote for me. I am a shooting star, in other words, I will try to make you wishes come true. I am an honest, trustworthy, talented, nice, and good person. I will do whatever I can to make this school and the year a memorable one. I will listen to every voice that is out there and help each individual the best way that I am able to. I will volunteer my time to do fundraisers and help my school in any way that I can. I will be a dedicated person and every promise that I make will be genuine. I will organize after school activities that will benefit out students diverse talents and does not require money but intelligence of the students. When you need help on anything you can come to me and I will do all that I can to assist you. Remember that when you vote, vote for the one you believe in. All these people up here have potential and they all have leadership in them. I wish them all the best and may the best win although we are all winners when we decided to run for a spot on student body council. I hope that you remember my name and vote for Wendy Lee as your 2003-2004 President.
Thank You!

Ok I get to write in here again. School is beginning to get very busy and evn though I know I am a very prganized person I can't seem to find the time for anything anymore. Time used to be plenty and I can use it any way I want to but now it is all scheduled and planned out. I told myself that I wouldn't live like that because I wouldn't be really living since everything is planned out for me or for that day. It's not like I like to have things just go with the flow but it would be nice sometimes to not know what I'll be doing one day and just have surprises pop up. High school i don't even really want to think about it because I have no idea where I really want to go. My father heard about Newcomer and now he wants me to go there where as my teacher told me about private school/bording school and how great it was. She really made it sound convincing. I could earn scholarships to go to private/bording school. I guess that I just really want to be away from family right now. I love them all but when I have a father who cares only about himself and a mother who is all tired out it doesn't make sense to me to stay because I can't so anything. I went to the doctors yesterday and got this shot thingie and if it swells up then it means that something is wrong and I have to go get tested. I just hope that it's not something bad because at times I really hope that I can be happy but I'm really not. it's not depression but the shot was a test for my lungs or something and it would be very scary if I got concer or something. I can't talk with much people anymore because I'm so scared that if I am really sick I would not be able to be with the people I love most. I really need prayer and friends. Real friends that I can tell everything to and they would support me in every way that they can. Friends that you can talk to everyday. I guess that God is my friend although i wish he could talk back to me and I would know what He wants me to do.

Just Because
Written by Wendy Lee

Just because you say you love me
doesn't mean that that I agree
Just because you can see my heart
doesn't mean I have to be apart of you
Just because I once feel in love
doesn't mean that I'll make the mistake again
Just because there is pain
doesn't mean that I'm insane
Just because I love to be with you
doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt
Just because I love you
doesn't mean that it'll stay forever
Just because I said all of the above
doesn't mean that it's all true

Well it has been a long time since I've writen in here but it's only because I don't have internet right now. Anyways Nnothin has been going on much but school is going great. Nothing special or new although I'm running for preseident in student body concil. I know I won't win but it would be nice if I tried. Hmm.....I've been trying to get ahold of some newspapers to see if I could findsome way to get them to help us in fund raising. We could write articles or maybe even talk them into hiring a group of people in our school to work with them inorder to create a teens/kids section in the paper. It's a good idea and I've gotten the approval of my principal but it would bbe hard considering what everyone does after school or on the weekends and stuff. They would have no time to work on such projects. Anyways I don't have much time so I'm going to leave here.
~Bye Bye~