Last week of summer vacation. I've been wanting to go to the beach with some friends but they are either out of town, busy, or they just don't want to go. Anyways I guess I'll just go another time. I've been thinking about the writing contest, the link on the entry below, and I really want to write something for it even though I know that I won't have enough time to correct it or even finish the story. I know that it was my fault that I didn't write it. This could be my beginning but then I also have a lot of other things that I would like to do. So it's very difficult to decide what I would like to spend my time on although I know that it doesn't matter much because whatever I do, I know that I will like. I like writing poems and it's one of the easiest forms of writing that I can do to express myself. But sometimes even my poems are not understandable. It's difficult to write out your own feelings especially in a way that is telling a story. Even if it's nonfictional or fictional. I guess I'm just going to have to take time or manage my time in a way where I can fit all that I want to do into a certain scheldule but I don't want to follow a plan. I want to live life each day and not know what I am going to do. It's one of the best things I can do to enjoy my life right now. When new things surprise me or they are things that I don't expect or like then it adds new flavors which makes things a lot better. Sometimes the flavors get very tiring. That's when I know that God comes in. I have learned so much from my leaders and teachers in church. I just hope that there can be some I can do for them in return. That's all I have to say for now.
~Bye Bye~