I feel really sad..............................................I don't know what's wrong i just feel really sad. I really feel like jumping out my window though I know that it wouldn't do anything and I won't die. I really want to catch the meteor shower monday night but i have no one to go with. With everything that has happened in the past I am afraid to go out by myself. AHH I am so sad. I think i've made my point.
Rose Dreams(Dreamer)
I was looking for the right words to say
as my own heart strays away.
Trying to seek you
in every way that I can
but I know that you are very well a wise man.
So I took my steps carefully
and lead you literally into my rose dream
but everytime it aches, it screams.
I am flying towards the sunset
where my flowery dream comes true
and while you are standing there
I took a petal and gave you half
while I took the other into my hands.
Then as I walked towards the sky
I saw a clear image of us together and
it was pure glowing lights.
My rose, which had died the year earlier,
had lite up instantly before my eyes.
It was then at that moment that I had knew
I was in love.
It was at that exact hour that I had found my
one and only person of which
I have decided to spend my life with forever.