Church was good today and in sunday school class some people were talking about how journals are one's deep inner thoughts. I thought about it for a second and yes in some cases but in here I don't always write everything but most of the time I don't because some of my most private inner thoughts are really private and this blog is not really a journal for me but like a history of each happenings. Each entry is something to refer back to when I need to for something but since I don't write everything in here. It kind of hard to know why exactly why I write what I write in this blog. Not that my parents or sisters read it but there are some things that I just don't want to tell people and they may hurt me inside because I don't tell but I can't tell. Life is so hard like in service today. It's true in my family what my pastor said about asian families being very wanting like straight A's and perfect work each and every single day. But he also said that God made us this certain way and in some cases you can't change it. I am glad that my life is really in His hands. Well.....that's it for today.
~Bye Bye~
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For - U2
I have climbed highest mountain
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you
I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire
I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
I believe in the kingdom come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
Bleed into one
Well yes I'm still running
You broke the bonds and you
Loosed the chains
Carried the cross
Of my shame
Of my shame
You know I believed it
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for...