School was tiring today....Although after the test I wrote two poems. They are on the left so you read them later. I don't have much homework today. Mostly science and language arts. Tomorrow is the last day of testing so itll be a relief. 3 more days until Spring fest. I'll be glad when the day comes. Today during lunch recess the special kids from the different classes came and I played with them until things got a little crazy. I started to run because one of the kids did something really unappropriate and it really scared me. I'm not scared of them but when it comes to other things like that it's kind of creepy. Anyways math class is going ok until i miss heard the teacher and got the wrong answer. Ugh.......my life is getting worse by the minute. Mysteries are always something that I like to have fun with. I always happen to figure it out but it just takes a little time and clues that are given through the thing/person. As I walked home today I had to carry my violin because I had to practice but the weird thing is that I saw a little boy about 6/7/8 and I wondered why he wasn't in school. People don't seem to like school but they don't really realize that it's good for them. Anyways I love band now....I really hope that I can continue playing. I have other stuff to say but apparently I cannot tell you so Bye Bye

Songs for today...

LOVE OF MY LIFE (Brian McKnight)

First, first time I looked into your eyes
I saw heaven, oh, heaven in your eyes
Everything I did before you, wasn't worth my while
It should've been you all the time
I do anything, and everything to please you
You know how much I need you
You’r're always, always, on my mind

You're more than wonderful
More than amazing
Irreplaceable, love, love, in my life
You're so incredible, here in these arms tonight
The irreplaceable, love, love, of my life

Always, seems like reality
Forever, don't seem so far away
All I wanna do, all I wanna feel, all I wanna be is close to you
Everyday, is my lucky day
All I wanna do, is love you
I place no one above you
I'll tell you why

You're more than wonderful
More than amazing
The irreplaceable, love, love, in my life
You're so incredible, here in these arms tonight
The irreplaceable, love, love, of my life

Baby you know, you know you're my one and only
(All I wanna do is be together)
Sugar you know, I'll never leave you lonely
In your eyes, in your eyes I see forever
Ahhhh, ohhhh, ohhh, ohhhhh,
Ahhhhh, ohhhhhh, ohhhh,

You're more than wonderful
More than amazing
The irreplaceable, love, love, in my life
You're so incredible, here in these arms tonight
The irreplaceable, love, love, of my life


The First Time Ever I Saw You - Roberta Flack

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the end of the skies

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move in my hand
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command...my love

The first time ever I lay with you
And felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the earth
And last 'til the end of time...my love

The first time ever I saw your face
Your face, your face, your face

There have a good day.....Bye

today was not bad. Although I am somewhat sad. Someone had came up to me and asked do christians believe that they'll go to heaven or hell. I answer if they believe in God then they should believe that they would go to heaven. I'm not sure if that was the right answer but it was what I said. That was not why I was sad though. I was sad of other stuff. But sorry I unfortunatly cannot tell you. Today I heard some people question about my christianity and i thought if they really wanted to know then they could ask me and not spread it around like a rumor. I read a book called She said Yes. It's about a girl who gets killed just because the gun holders had asked if she believed in God. And she said yes. Now the wonderful thing that I like about the book is that the girl was never the way she was before she died. She use to have bad thoughts and had never believed in God. But one time she went to camp trip with a church and it had changed her life. I was amazed by the story. It was written by her mom with the help of her dad and brother. Anyways do you ever know of something but you cannot tell anyone because you fear that something bad would happen. I am kind of in that situation right now. Why do certain people do what they do? I really pray a lot in school or anywhere. Even if it doesn't look like it, I'm talking to god and he's listening to me. I know that but i would also like to know why he does things in certain ways. Why He has to change things? Why does He does things the way He does? I guess i'll never know but for now i'll just keep praying to Him and hope for good things to happen.

Song.................for today is.....
Do What You Do- Jermaine Jackson

I don't mind -
Why don't you do what you do when you did what you did to me?
Love was so good that it filled up all my needs.

I was crazy for you
you were crazy for me

How could something so right go so wrong

my love
sweet love?

Why don't you say what you say
when you say what you said anymore?
Your eyes couldn't lie
so long goodbye
close the door.
I was crazy for you
you were crazy for me
. . .

Tell me something I didn't do

Why did someone else have to pull you through?
Did they steal you away like a thief in the night?
Love like this must take flight.

Why don't they play what they played
on the nights you danced with me?
Remember the one we made love to endlessly.
I was crazy for you
you were crazy for me
. . .
Why don't you do what you do when you did what you did to me?
Do what you do when you did what you did to me.
Do what you do when you did what you did to me.
Do what you do when you did what you did to me.

another would be

CLIMB EVERY MOUNTAIN from The Sound of Music(One of my favorite movies of all time)

Climb every mountain, search high and low
Follow every by way, every path you know
Climb every mountain, ford every stream
Follow every rainbow, till you find your dream
A dream that will need, all the love you can give
Everyday of your life, for as long as you live
Climb every mountain,  ford every stream
Follow every rainbow, till you find your dream
A dream that will need, all the love you can give
Everyday of your life, for as long as you live
Climb every mountain, ford every stream
Follow every rainbow, till you find your... dream...

Sorry no new poems yet but I'm working on it.......... : ) Bye Bye

School was ok today. It started raining during lunch and I'd thought it could rain for the rest of the day but it didn't which was a good thing. Class has been all the same and I finally recieved a letter from my penpal back. She lives in Tennessee so my language arts teacher has the whole thing under control. It's kind of complicated because we have to wait for everyone to write a letter to send back to them and sometimes it just takes a long period of time. Band was fun today but i messed up a lot. It was probably becasue I had stuff on my mind and I wasn't paying any attention to my teacher. That was the bad part. I have language arts and pre-algebra homework today but it's not hard. In fact I'm almost finished with it. The best part about being in band is that you get to learn something and that you get to perform in front of people. I love to perform in front of people but it has to be a lot of people. If it's just like 20 people then I'll get scared which is odd. But anyways he said that we might have a concert for school some day in the second full week of May. That's be cool because the week right after is when I go on my camping trip. Though it's only for three days I know it'll be a fun experiece. I have nothing else to say for today so.......Bye Bye


Have you heard of this song.....

Celine Dion
Have You Ever Been In Love

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever walked on air, ever
Felt like you were dreamin'
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love?

The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent
When you find it don't let go
I know...

Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
I ain't looking anymore
Have you ever been...

Some place that you ain't leavin'
Somewhere you gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin'
Have you ever felt this way?

The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent
When you find it don't let go
I know...

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars
Doesn't matter near or far
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever been in love?
So in love

I love this next one.

"Angel"- Sarah McLachlan

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

So......today was church and in sunday school we had a feast of deserts which went well. Afterwards they had a meeting for Spring Fest which is May 3rd. I'll be helping out with that so it'll be a nice experience. I'm making flower pens in which are going to be placed in pots filled with beans. It'll be cool. I haven't had much of a lunch but I'm ok. It was a good day. School is back for tomorrow and testing begins again. I'm ready for it so i just hope that i'll do well on it. I was suppose to take the bus home but Myron and Miranda offered a ride. Thanks You!!! Well nothing else has been going on. Service was nice today and i actually didn't get there too late because I took the bus out today. So things are going pretty well. I have nothing to talk about so Bye Bye.

Have you heard of this song.

I Want To Know What Love Is- Foreigner

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Let's talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and I'm feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, let's talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

that's kind of how I feel today or maybe I aready know but the feeling from the other person is unknown to me/ maybe it's not showing/ maybe I'm not seeing it ............................... : ( It's okay though. I'll make it through.

How about this one?

Baby I Need Your Lovin'- Four Tops

Baby I need your lovin'
Baby I need your lovin'
Although you're never near
Your voice I often hear
Another day, another night
I long to hold you tight
'Cause I'm so lonely
Baby, I need your lovin'
I got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
Some say it's a sign of weakness
For a man to beg
Then weak I'd rather be
If it means havin' you to keep
'Cause lately I've been losin' sleep
Baby, I need your lovin'
I got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
Empty nights
Echo your name
Sometimes I wonder
Will I ever be the same
Oh yeah, when you see me smile
You know
Things have gotten worse
Any smile you might see
Has all been rehearsed
Darlin', I can't go on without you
This emptiness won't let me live without you
This loneliness inside me darlin'
Makes me feel not alive, honey
Baby, I need your lovin'
I got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
I got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'

That's an okay song but I need to have your loving...................................

So.....today Movie Club went to see the movie Holes in the Metreon. I think that's how you spell it. But anyways it was a pretty good movie and i think that the discussing that we did after was pretty good. It had made me think about a lot of things. Today was not actually a wonderful day for me for some reasons but it was ok. I had to do something or else I'll start thinking about some wrong stuff. You know what I mean. After Movie Club Jennifer and I went to Stonestown and i was suppose to buy my mother a mother's day gift but with the short period of time I didn't get anything. I haven't finished my drawing yet so I have to get going on that. I can't wait till school starts although testing also begins. I just need to get my mind off of somethings. Listening to music helps but after a while it gets really tiring. I have been trying to write something new and fresh but I can't. There's something on my mind that is keeping me away from it and i need to find a way to get it off. Maybe I'll just talk to this person. It's not really important but it's kind of hard to live with it not knowing the truth. So that's about it for now. Bye Bye


By the way have you heard of this song.

"The Rose" Bette Midler

Some say love, it is a river
that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
and you its only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give,
and the soul afraid of dyin'
that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been to long,
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong,
just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose.

Or this one..........

FOR THE FIRST TIME (Kenny Loggins)

Are those your eyes?
Is that your smile?
I’ve been looking at you for ever,
But I never saw you before.
Are these your hands? Holding mine?
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind.
And for the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I'm seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is,
Love is...
For the first time...

Can this be real?
Can this be true?
Am I the person I was this morning?
And are you the same you?
It’s all so strange.
How can it be?
All along this love was right in front of me!
And for the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I am seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is...
Love is...
For the first time.

Such a long time ago,
I had given up on finding this emotion,
Ever again.
But you're here with me now,
Yes I found you somehow,
And I've never been so sure.
And for the first time, I am looking in your eyes,
For the first time, I'm seeing who you are,
Can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is...
Love is...
For the first time.

Another good oldie............

Diana Ross & The Supremes You Can't Hurry Love Lyrics


I need love, love
To ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
But mama said

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
You got to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

But how many heartaches
Must I stand before I find a love
To let me live again
Right now the only thing
That keeps me hangin' on
When I feel my strength, yeah
It's almost gone
I remember mama said:

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

How long must I wait
How much more can I take
Before loneliness will cause my heart
Heart to break?

No I can't bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I, I can't go on
These precious words keeps me hangin' on
I remember mama said:

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

No, love, love, don't come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
To hold me tight
I keep waiting
I keep on waiting
But it ain't easy
It ain't easy
But mama said:

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

School was okay today I had actually thought it was going to rain but I didn't bring my umbrella. Thank God that it has stopped before it was time to go home. I had to walk today so i didn't want to be all wet. Classes were normal today and testing begins on Monday. I only have one homework assignment but it's pretty simple. My parents had decided to let me go on the camping trip that our school is having on May 19-21st. I am glad because I had actually thought that my parents would say no. Science class was pretty fun today. We had to make models of our skin but I hadn't finished nor did I know anyone who did. In language Arts we read a little bit of this book called Of Mice and Men. I had heard that it's actually banned from some parts of the U.S. and so is The Giver. I am so glad that San Francisco has not banned them. Great books. My thumb still hurts and in P.E. I had to change the sport that I wanted to play because of it. It feels very weird without a finger or well it's there but if i move it it hurts so I try not to and in whatever I do it'smore difficult. In Social Studies I had finished coping my notes and doing the check questions but I have let some people borrow them for the weekend. Let's just hope that they won't lose them. Tomorrow is movie club and we're going to see Holes. So....that's it for now. Bye Bye

By the way have you heard of this song?

Sovory- Deeper than Blood

Face your fears without thinking at all
and i'll be here to drive those demons from your night
my shoulders are here for your head to lean apon
and trouble cant come between the shelter of these arms

Chorus:
Through the worst
through the best
even when the worlds feeling heavy on your chest
Through the fire
through the flood
my love for you runs deeper than blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood

Carved on my soul
Admitted on stone
Like an ageless dream that will never grow old
So clinge to my side now
Slick against the wind
I promise with my life to always defend

Chorus:
Through the worst
through the best
even when the worlds feeling heavy on your chest
Through the fire
through the flood
my love for you runs deeper, deeper than blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood

etched on my heart
running through my veins
this truth will never change

Through the worst
through the best
even when the worlds feeling heavy on your chest
Through the fire
through the flood
my love for you runs deeper, deeper than blood
and oh, my love for you runs deeper, deeper than blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood

It's a good song with deep meaning/emotions

well......today school went ok but my thumb hurts really bad. I was saving it from hitting somebody and my thumb jammed into it. The agonizing pain has not gone away. I don't have much homework but i do have to draw this scene of the first capter in Mice and Men which is a book. I have notes on it from class so it shouldn't be hard. i recieved my report card on Monday but I looked at it yesterday. It's he same as my last reporting period. Science class is going good but I still dislike the smell of the room. This Saturday is Movie Club so I'm planning to go.. By the way there's this camping trip in May that the seventh graders in my school gets to go on but apparently I'm not sure if my parents are going to let me go. Hopefully they will. I was going to bring my violin back home today but as the pain of my thumb kept on going i decided not to. I really wanted to practiced today. Today we had tested in math fr CST and throughout the test there were some things that I have not learned/ my teacher has not teached us. I was surprised to look at some stuff and not know how to do it. I tried my best on it though. there's nothing much to do but I'm not finished with my homework so i'll get going on it. Talk to you later. Bye Bye

So...last night was suppose to be night of a fantastic show of shooting stars but unfortunately it was also a school night and i don't think it was possible to see them anyways. I was fully awake this morning and in class we finish the CST language Arts-English Part today. It was all easy but I'm not looking forward to the math part tomorrow. In social studies class we had a test and to make it more stressful my friend had told me about some stuff I should do in order to get into a good high school. Pre-algebra class is fun now because my teacher actually makes up games for us to play so that we'll learn all the material. Band was fun and i'm learning to play all sorts of songs. My fingers are not as tired as when i first started playing the violin and yes now you know that i am playing the violin. It's cool. Class has changed to 35mins a period rather than 50 so i am relieved. Sometimes if I'm cooped up in a certain place for too long i get really tired and by sitting there too long well you know.............. Hehe. So nothing else has happened today. I am very tired so i'll just finish my homework and......well i'll find something to do. Bye Bye

School was okay today and the CST test was really easy. though it continues through the week and next week i think. The whole schedule has changed and sometimes i can't even keep track of time. I don't have much homework but i still dislike pre-algebra class very much. I'm still writing and it's actually coming out very good. I don't know why but ever since sunday i have been feeling really sad. I don't know why but i just have. i have written to my second grade teacher and i'm hoping to recieve something from her soon. I had to walk home from school this week and last last week and last last last week because my dad has one car but the other is in the repair shop. It's actually good walking home though and i don't really mind. I have to get going on homework so i'll talk to you later. Bye Bye

hi........well today was finally school and im glad to be back. Since yesterday was my grandmother's birthday but my dad wasn't off from work we had to celebrate it today. We had dinner in chinatown with my relatives but the sad thing is that my grandma told my father that some people had died on my father's side of the family. It was so sad and i don't really even know who they are. I just don't understand how some things work sometimes. Testing for the CST starts tomorrow and i'm just trying to relax. i've have written a lot but it hasn't done me any good. I've been trying to study but it just doesn't work for me. It has always seem to me that if i don't study the night before the test i always do better but i don't understand how that works. I'm still pretty sad about my relatives dying but sadly there's nothing that i can do.

Why You?
Written by Wendy Lee

People change all the time
But you have always stayed the same
Love is always different
Especially with other names
You were always the one to me
Until the day you said
That there was no hope between us
And we should end this quick
Maybe I heard you wrong
But it didn¡¦t seem like it
Maybe you have change but I haven¡¦t noticed

The first time I talked with you
You seemed like an angel to me
The second was always better
And all the others that followed along
But till this day you¡¦ve changed to me and
I just wonder why
I have always felt in a certain way
But till the day I die

Now I just wish that I would¡¦ve never gave up
On that one single day
Because I regret every moment
That I just turned away
You¡¦ve opened my heart to something new
And my dreams came true
But ever since you have left
There was nothing else to do

I dedicate this poem to you
The one who was for me
I know that you are still out there
Hoping for someone that can be
Yours forever more
Since I¡¦m not that one
I just wanted you to know
That I think of you every day
Since the day you left
I always wonder when you¡¦ll be coming back
Into my arms
Into my heart
Into my soul
That has accepted you
As my guardian angel for life
I Love You

A Red, Red Rose
by Robert Burns

O my luve's like a red, red rose.
That's newly sprung in June;
O my luve's like a melodie
That's sweetly play'd in tune.

As fair art thou, my bonnie lass,
So deep in luve am I;
And I will love thee still, my Dear,
Till a'the seas gang dry.

Till a' the seas gang dry, my Dear,
And the rocks melt wi' the sun:
I will luve thee still, my Dear,
While the sands o'life shall run.

And fare thee weel my only Luve!
And fare thee weel a while!
And I will come again, my Luve,
Tho' it were ten thousand mile!

- Sophocles -

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
that word is love.

--Fakhruddin Araqi,
Translated by Jonathan Star

Love courses through everything,
No, Love is everything.
How can you say, there is no love,
when nothing but Love exists?
All that you see has appeared because of Love.
All shines from Love,
All pulses with Love,
All flows from Love--
No, once again all is Love!

Yeah today was easter sunday and i was planning to dress a little more nicer than usual but it turns out that today's weather is quite cold. I helped make breakfast for people and we earned money from the donations toward our retreat and that's a good thing. I stayed for the whole service and it wasn't quite bad. I had learned something from the sermon today and it was nice to talk to some of the people there because i haven't talked with them for so long. Next saturday is movie club and im hoping to be there. Today was a great day and i had fun. Praise the Lord for Jesus's Resurrection. I'll pray for all those who are sick this week and tomorrow is school but i didn't forget that today is my grandmother's birthday Happy birthday to her! I hope tomorrow will be a fine day See ya people!

so...........today i cut my hair. Not short but it's long enough to keep me looking good. I just went out to chinatown today and did some window shopping. Hehe! Too bad i don't get allowance so i can't buy anything though my mom was there with me. She just thinks that i don't need whatever i wanted to buy. Well it's all good though because i still have some growing to do and it means that i'll just get new clothes once my old clothes don't fit. My mom has restricted my computer time to only 2 hours. Ugh that's really not fair compared to the time she spends on it. But it doesn't really matter. I don't really do much while im on it anyways. Only 2 more days till easter sunday and 4 till the lyrids meteor shower shows. But even though it shows i won't be able to see it because it is a school night. bummer! I read the guardian and wrote a little today. Diane is still sick and my mom's attention is still on her. I don't really care though because then i can do anything that i want when i can. Like eat junk food. Haha but i wouldn't........ well nothing else to say for today so bye bye

Hey .........
well it's the 6th day of spring break and things have been quiet boring but i've gone out with some friends.there hasn't been much to do though i am looking forward to easter sunday. My autobiography is going great and i just hope that someday i'll be able to publish it. I have been reading a lot too. My mom bought me this new book called The Guardian written by nicholas sparks. I've read half of it aready and it's a great book. It's a combination of friendship, romance, and something else that im not quiet sure of but it's pretty good so far. I've done nothing much today and my sister diane got sick. I just hate it when my sisters get sick because they get all the attention. when i get sick.........well basically i know how to take care of myself so nobody really cares. My sisters are the center attention in the family but to me that's kind of a good thing even though my parents may not pay a lot of attention to me.It has always been this way but on tuesday it just happen to show more than other times. Spring break has been going great but i've been bored. i've been watching a lot of movies and reading but nothing really surprises me though because i don't really watch a lot of tv.